Please

Dear God,

I come to you again.....defeated again....broken and scared.....asking for your grace.

God, i have this tendency of being self seeking. Please stop me from doing that.

Please make me see a path for this life, a real goal, something you want me to do for your people. Please let me know waste this life.

Please fix me. My brain is messed up. So is my heart. There is really nothing of worth here. Please fix it all. Replace the parts. Replace my desires with ones you are ok with, not ones which make you upset. Please grant me patience...and understanding ....and wisdom as these things go by.

God, i am scared. Scared of the future, and the past, and everything in between. I feel judged all the time. I am still not sure of my salvation. God, you are the saviour. I know you are.....please save me from my sins,and my evilness, and the darkness within me.

God, i dont know what my life story consists of , but i ask you for faith. I really really do. And patience. And courage. And wisdom. And some more courage.

God, i feel lost. Please lead me to a path, show me where i should go.

Thank you