They ask me what i fear the most
What is it that makes me shudder
Is it lack of money some day
Will someone blow my cover
Am i afraid of the dark they ask
Does the boogie man scare me to death
Do high buildings and looking down
Make me think of my grave and wreath
Am i afraid of dying
Of being in a cold dark grave
Scared of having bad kids
Those who do not behave
Does lonliness scare me
Of being old, and decrepid and a lone
Of being broke, and loosing resources
Not even having a home
Am i scared of fires
Of heat, or cold or loosing my eye sight
Homeless on the street, unable to care for myself
People watching over my plight
How about if my friends renounce me
If my family no longer calls me its own
I'd look around myself and find no body
In lonliness i would have grown
All of these actually scare me
but none of them are my greatest fears
My achillies heel, is feeling unloved
That one just brings me to tears
I fear that i may not have an honest heart
Open and brave to face this life
That my heart might be filled with malice and greed
That for holiness it does not strive
I am afraid of the day when pride fills my soul
when i no longer feel the guilt of sin
Hopelesness will fill my future
My and all my kind
I am afraid of becoming a jerk
A racist, a hater and a loud mouthed fool
Most of all i am afraid
Of becoming this evil worlds tool
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