If the world came to an end today, i would feel terrible. I would feel that i have been robbed of so many chances. That i wasted an opportunity to make something great out of something which is now ordinary. I would feel really grateful for what i have, but then feel great remorse for having wasted the resources.
If the world would end today, i would totally lament. I have spent most of my life getting educated and saving money. I have dreams. I have been focusing on gathering skills, and becoming an engineer, playing it safe in life.
I would regret not traveling more and living a more carefree life.
I would regret not falling madly in love. I have been protecting my heart for so long, scared for the future. I would totally regret that.
I would be grateful for seeing what i have seen, and having had the relationships i have had. But i would feel for the ones which failed…the times when i allowed good things to turn bad. When i did not care enough for people. When i was selfish and greedy and hard hearted.
So no, i would not be non chalant. This life is not ALL we have, but it is so much. It is a terrible thing to waste it. So yes, it would make me sad.
I would wish for more time with my loved ones. I spend lots of time away from them now. I dont think i know how to love them properly yet and get scared very often, and regress to my little shell. I would wish i had the courage to tell them how much they meant to me, and how great they are, and how much i care for them.
I am not sure of all my goals yet, but then, they are so many. I would wish for more time to fulfil them, for sure.
And yes, i would wish for another shot at life. It is painful, for sure…but i still think i would take another shot at life. To live better, to love more, to be more real!
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