Jealousy

Maybe part of really loving is to know when to let go....when to not hold her so near and dear to my heart that she'd feel chocked....this has to be part of loving well.....when my care for her overcomes my care for me.....when i know i am hungry for attention/love/time, but i want her to be fed, and fulfilled before a morsel comes in my direction. Part of loving WELL has to show up when departing with joy, not clinging, being open and vulnerable but seeking to provide as well as to serve. To reflect. To hope and pray for the other, without them asking. Is to let go of my jealousy.