I am the one

I believe I deserve love. I didnt before but i do now. I believe that i deserve your love.

I’m the guy that just wants a relationship.

The guy that will still talk to you after our harsh breakup because we got in a fight over you telling me you miss one of your ex’s or that you think you look fat or ugly and you want to hide it with makeup. Babe, i say, you are the most beautiful creature in the universe.

The guy who doesn’t care for or about sex. You dont believe me do you? It is true. I'd rather share stories with you then semen, love you all night long and never let you feel alone.

I am the guy you can run to after you and your mom got in a fight and that’s a RARE thing to happen. You can vent to me for hours and i will never sneak a glance at my watch. When i am with you, i am with you with my all.

The guy that will walk 15 miles in the blazing sun just so I can open a jar of pickles for you. The guy that will toss a stuffed animal at you for acting silly.

But somehow I am the guy that gets his heart broken, the guy that people use as a punching bag. The guy that people bag on because I get stone faced after I get hurt, go to my room and cry or because I’m gay and unattractive, the one who never gets a date, or a kiss....or any love.

I am the guy who you vent to about the other guy who treats you like garbage and doesn't respect you and treat you like a princess.

I am the guy you go out for ice creams with, after your date dropped you back early at night so that he could go to his golf game.

But I just want to be the guy that calls you babe, the guy that makes you smile because I told you that you have beautiful eyes after I got lost in them. The guy that would rather cuddle than have sex. The guy that would hold you and rub your back while you cry on my shoulder and tell you everything will be ok when you are lonely and afraid. The guy that would tickle you while we cuddle just to get you closer, the guy that would stay up till 3 in the morning talking to you on the phone.

I am the guy that would walk 15 miles in the pouring rain so I could give you your jacket back after you left it at my house. The guy who would give you a piggyback ride home because you got tired of walking, the guy that would walk 5 miles to the store to get you a coloring book. I’m the guy that will take his time to get to know you.

Im the guy that would do his daily routine and hear “I wish guys weren’t assholes” and just shake my hand knowing I’M one of the guys they wish for. But when I want to make myself known after hearing that I get “haha” or “yea right” so I’m waiting

I am waiting for the day you will finally see it

I am waiting for the day when you and i will both be healed

I am waiting for love