Somedays

Somedays, my heart is too broken
My soul shattered in to smithereens
some people have lives to simple
Brains too naive
They can not understand the complexities of life
Or they dont want to

Somedays i wish i didnt live
That this turnkit called life
Would breathe itself away
Taking the pain of
with it

Somedays, the pillow can no longer hold my tears
My crys of lonliness go unheard
The hands trembling with fear
Of the unknown
Of changes

Somedays, the journey is way too hard
The hole in me too big
My manners too idiotic
My hopes too big
My dreams impossible

The holiday season sucks
It makes me cry all the more
It sucker punches me in the face
and i hurt

If this is about to go for another year
I have two options for you god
You are allowed to take away the life
or the hurt