Quickly

I heard there is a deal God
One you make with each of your child
The one who is struggling to be righteous
And in your commandments abide

The deal was to make him new
Take him away from the dirt
Give him hope, peace and joy
Fill his soul with mirth

Why didnt you mention Lord
That in your statement there was a clause
There was some fine print in the contract
One which would make grown men pause

That the person will need some patience
This metamorphosis aint no one day deal
He will go through some painful stuff
And most days, horrible will he feel

Isolated from most folks
Feeling like constantly loosing the game
Realizing that money isnt the end objective
Neither is praise, or self confidence or fame

Why didnt you tell me God
That there will be some much to loose
I'll have to give up my will
And in many cases, my right to choose

To be this new person
I will have to die inside
Cancel my desires every minute
And totally kill my pride

Can you please do this quickly
Make me good from the core
I no longer care if all of this
Makes me a straight up bore

Please stop these temptations
Let my heart not wander
When it sees all these distracting beauties
Only about you make me wonder

Take greed and gluttony away from me
Especially annihalate idolitary
Sometimes i feel that on this journey
There is isolation, i am solitary

I pray for urgency in this God
But in the end, i try to trust your timing
I'll return to regular life now
And quit all this whining