Prayer for Julie

Dear God,
We talk …not on frequent basis but we try to. I am the faulty party in here, no doubt. I want to watch a TED talk, or listen to something rather than bear my heart to you. I am sorry. Here I am today.
God, I am not here for me today. Well, at-least I don’t think I am. Not now. I want to talk to you about Julie today Lord! Can we please make her “happy”.
Her state today is not what brings peace to my heart. She is such a good person, cares for others, cared for me enough to bring me to you, she is just gorgeous God. She is one of the reasons, no doubt, you are proud of creating humanity. Most of us are jerks and selfish and self-serving and all that jazz. It takes a special person to be so beautiful on the inside and out, to be so vulnerable to bear her heart …..to be able to demonstrate so much grace and beauty within the brokenness of life.

God, she is having a rough time deciding between these guys. I don’t know who is best for her. Which one can provide her with the love and support and kindness and …the ability to get close to you…one who is really really going to make her happy. Please God, I know you do things for a purpose, we kids need to learn what you are teaching, but can we please make this easier for her. Can it hurt her a bit less, whatever happens.
We have discussed stuff, gone over it, I know her heart and mind are telling her different things. What I also know is that you know best what is good for her. God, she deserves it. She really does. Can you please do it for it. Just make her happy. Help her solve this puzzle. Give resolution to her, some resolve in heart, wisdom in the mind. Just let her decide, and be happy with the decision, and MAKE THAT THE RIGHT DECISION. If it is neither of the guys, that is fine. If it is Stephen, please make her more “real”, more “loving and attentive” to her. If it is David, make the age issue not matter. Whatever it might be, please be her shelter, her guide, her strength. Pretty please.

Thank you