Light

They told me that this is it
This life that is
Filled with joy and mirth
Parties
Get together
Nights of being in pain
And the yearnings that follow
Drownings my sorrow
With another beer
Another friend
Another mistake

She told me there was more
Someone to adore
Those words hit a chord
More than i could afford
The story about a light
Shinning in my soul
The living God in me
Making me slowly whole

The idea of complete being
Of having eternal joy
One which can not be completed
With yet another shiny toy

IT keeps me alive now
This hope of my heart being restored
Maybe this constant search is what
Keeps me from getting bored!